Am I Alone?

I get funny feelings
It comes from inside
I get all angry and mad
Wanting to go and hide

My doctor calls it depression
My dad says it's just me
But the thoughts and feelings
No one will ever be able to see

Some say I'm a psycho
Some say I'm weird
It's like I'm a different person
And the old me has just disappeared.

I get called edgy
I want to commit suicide really bad
Then I get a headache
Followed by feeling sad

I wish I could get help
I wish it would go away
Maybe if I keep praying really hard
Someday....
Someday it will...